Been there. Wanted to do that.
And then didn’t. But make no mistake I’ve done much worse. Yep. Me. I’m a dark shady sinner. I’ve had moments where I thought about re-arranging other people’s brain cells to get the response I want. Other day’s, I’ve fantasied about giving those in need of emotional intelligence training – a little electrical brain shock therapy.
Us humans are bad- some moments and worse still in others.
After my worse moments – guilt visits. And when guilt arrives I begin beating myself up for wanting to pull out other people’s hair and beat them with my umbrella..
Thankfully Grace doesn’t leave me alone with guilt for too long. G
She’s amazing. And that’s not mere rhetoric. She is undeserved, entirely unmerited and favorable, generous and understanding.
Faith made – Grace my best friend. And on days like today where I’m at my sinful dark best…it’s a dang good thing I have her around or who knows what would have happened to an entirely good umbrella today…