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Can You Fill Up My Glass With Love Juice?

Can You Fill Up My Glass With Love Juice?

Amelia had a thing for shoes. Leno has a thing for cars.

Me…. I have a thing for love.

Can’t get enough.

Thirsty all the time.

And just when my cup runs empty…I am thirsty again.

Insatiable. My desire for feedback, indicators – emotional kudo’s, appreciation, words of encouragement- love.

I’ve climbed  ladders promising to lead to the precious and  endangered juice which for nearly forever has served to affirm- I’m more than a mere accident and  un-consequential. High and low I’ve traveled to gather the evidence to disprove these internal claims of mine; I’m nothing special, hardly mentionable-unworthy of love.

Can’t get enough.

Thirsty all time.

I’ve downed a couple thousand shots of espresso and most every green health beverage known to women.  And still. Nothing gives me the high of belonging like a hit of love juice.

But alas, the life of a love juice, junkie is the life of an addict.

And as addicts understand all addiction is a life of lies.

Me- I’d bought into the lie – I was only valuable if some human being confirmed my value- by buying my wares, acknowledging, approving or appreciating me.

I didn’t come clean overnight. Oh no, I was HOOKED.

The hardest thing I ever gave up was this addiction to other people’s approval- words and appreciation- even love.

And so today as I hit up my SOURCE and fill up on the love which is free for all who will accept it I focus on the pouring, leaking and oozing.

I’m spiritually slow.

I’ve come to this love slowly and rebelliously. And  Still. I’m clean – today. No love juice- hit’s. Not even one…all day long now instead I’m addicted to pouring, leaking and oozing love out-

Can You Fill Up My Glass With Love Juice?

 Photo By Beach Bum Brian 

 

 

Can I get another glass of love juice?

 

 

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Posted by on September 12, 2013 in Inspirational

Every day I get up expecting a miracle or ten thousand. Mostly I expect God to take the questions of life and turn them into soulful inspiration to encourage you and I on this journey. That's why I'm here. I believe in the miracles that faith, love and hope make possible.

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